Acutally is to sad .

If i arrived one month before him . I have to confess than i'm sad evil and all at once happy . I want it but it shonehim boy-friends , he is the men which he likes .Let be not sad M your turn will come ? finally not so on .I would like to know if he really likes it, I would like that he does not like it. That it realizes that there is best . Possibly me . He and me is so lovely and so pathos , I want to drink to forget, forget that it is every the time in my thought in my head . I want to know also if it know it, if she can help me has have him . Acually M is sad so sad and so pathos .